Wednesday, September 12, 2007

hard timesz

Its strange that, even though school is so busy and there is so much work- and expect ion here (not uni) i have consistently found it to be this year, the place were i feel most relaxed focused and at ease. This is also despite ( maybe even because of??) the fact i had a really hard time at high school as a student. I hated it generally,.. although it had more to do with peers than anything else.
I think i find the structure relaxing- knowing what will happen and when and what to expect, makes things very much easier right now. I don't know how long the feeling/impression will last- but is certainly much more than i have been coming to expect from my home/rest of life.... and therefore a relief.
yo.

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